Saturday, April 29, 2006

ystd's paper..... quite fine i must admit.

went home after lunch having waited SOOOO long for the EXCO meeting to finish. but at least can have fellowship.haha. had fun singing nursery ryhmes in the canteen at the top of our voices - hickey dickery dock, 3blind mice (eng+chi) apparently it was san zhi lao HU and not shu. lol. and guess wat!!! ben tan watches preschool vcds in his free time! nah it was juz a mock up. its not true guys, he's all mature and cool n stuff.... =)

guess wat? i went to marine terrace at 6 and my cell group leader wasnt home. he was still working at suntec. and the sky was threatening man. i tell u nvr in my life have i felt so lonely. haha. i had 1 and a half hours to kill b4 cell started and i juz had to walk over to siglap centre. lucky i called my sis and took bus13 over. man im telling u, when i was waiting for the bus it started raining. and when i got on the bus the rain stopped. it was as if the bus driver sped ahead of the rain cloud. lol. but as soon as i alighted, it started pouring AGAIN. i had to wait at the bus stop for half an hour b4 i cld walk to siglap centre. wat a day it was for me. WHAT A DAY.....

but the beautiful thing is, i was at my cell member's hse and as i was standing at the balcony in solitude, the sky ahead of me was filled with a HUGE, im telling u MASSIVE thunder cloud over the sea (east coast area). nothing blocked my view, i cld only see the whole sky, no trees, no buildings hindering my view. for the 1st time in my life i actually enjoyed watching a thunder cloud. hahaha. lightning juz flashed everywhere in the cloud and above it. it was really BE-A-U-TIFUL... i juz stood there for 15mins staring at lightning but nvr once did hear any thunder. it was then that i started thinking of sooooo many things. weird, but when im close to nature, its where my thoughts will run. literally running free. i really hope to see more thunder clouds, so i can feel at peace.

not to mention the rainbow we saw in sch. beautiful as well. THANK YOU GOD!

Nature really is worth appreciating.

signing off 4 now.
P.S. Switchfoot's Dare You to Move really got me going. go plug in to it.

- kc

Thursday, April 27, 2006

today is the day b4 mid yrs!!!
i dun really feel the stress, but still am going to study real hard. Turn over a new leaf, not turn back a old leaf! LOL, Mrs Wong is HILARIOUS... for a woman her age, she's pretty good and joyous. i think got a lot of old men attracted to her, sry mrs wong but i hav to say that.

God's love

can any1 ever define that? the answer? NEVER.

i was really touched after watching this video, almost burst out in tears. haha not that kua zang
but ya, u get the idea. Here's the link: http://www.fathersloveletter.com/fllpreviewlarge.html

these few weeks, so many thoughts are running thru my head. and exams are not 1 of them. haha.

well, 1stly, there is that 1 person. and 2ndly is my life.
shant go into details, or this will not be an entry but a compo.

last night i was doing my quiet time and it said that keeping in communication with God is allowing the Holy Spirit to speak to us thru our daily activities. and during recess i suddenly had goosebumps all over and i was reminded to let the Holy Spirit work in us everywhere we go.

a love song to God. that's wat im inspired to write. zhen, rah n i were singing Come Holy Spirit and Glorious Redeemer the last few days. if we juz closed our eyes and sang it, it wld be really emotional. the words are really worth meditating on.

i shall end here with the lyrics of both songs. enjoy.

Glorious Redeemer
i love You with all my heart
trust You with all i have
for You hold the heavens
and earth in Your hands

You died on the cross for me
took all my sin and shame
Your name is holy
exalted above all earth

Glorious Redeemer
You have paid for my life
You have gone before me
now i'll walk by Your side
i lift my hands to You Lord
You are worthy ofmy praise
Jesus reigns
Jesus You reign

Come Holy Spirit
come Holy Spirit fall on me now
i need Your anointing come in Your power
i love You Holy Spirit
You're captivating my soul
and everyday i grow to love You more

i'm reaching for Your heart
You hold my life in your hands
drawing me closer to You
i feel Your power renewed
nothing compares to this place
where i can see You face to face
i worship You
in spirit and in truth

- kc

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

i finally created a blog. haha!

i feel that life is really God-given, everything we have, everything we own, little as it may be, its still God-given. one of the things lingering in my mind was that there are many different people that i noe.

1. Acquaintances
2. Friends
3. Confidant (new word learnt during eng today)

i realise that no matter how many friends we have, it doesnt really matter.
but its how many TRUE frens we have that really counts. for myself, there are many ppl who fit into the 1st two categories, but none that fit the 3rd 1. i really have no idea why, probably becuz i dun feel comfortable having only 1 fren.

here's a phrase i found meaningful :

Money can't buy love, nor even friendship.

for those out there with many so-called 'frens', dun hang out wif them juz cuz their cool or fit into ur criteria of Good Friends. One conversation still tickles me, "I'd rather be fat and have frens, den fit and have none." by the courtesy of Marcus Lee. haha, how much more true can that be.

gdbye 4 now.

- kc