- Wednesday, September 20, 2006
the song tts been stuck in my head finally re-surfaced. its 'Chris Tomlin - Forever'
been looking for it everywhere. its a wonderful and BE-A-U-TIFUL song. ever since the Israel trip, i was so overwhelmed by this song. even the other tourists there were worship-ing to this song. wonderful. i found my first love again.
something tt has been troubling me lately. and im being open here.
i've been really curious to know wats nxt in my life. wats His nxt plan for me, other than studies. i noe the bible says not to worry for tmr, for tmr will worry abt itself. if God feeds the sparrows of the fields, how much more will he do for us. for we are worth much more than hundreds n thousands of sparrows. on the contrary, we cant just live for the moment, live for the day itself. we must have plans and all. its rather confusing la.
My List
wat job will i be doing.
wat kind of frens i will be mixing with.
who will be my one and only.
basically tts all. its better not to have such a long list. i just hope i dun get a blue-collar job. haha. not to be mean to them, but i wldnt mind if my build was larger and stronger.
im like gona reflect more on my life. haha. im trying to find that happiness i had when i was so care-free. especially in primary school. more than studies, more than homework, more than going out. its something more. its so elusive. i cant seem to find it. i duno wat it is.
Lord, pls fill this heart of mine.
Make it pure, make it Yours.
I pray I'd use my days
As You want me to Lord.
Use 'em for You.
I lift my life entirely up to You.
No matter how confusing,
How confusing life gets.
It's all in Your hands.
All this i pray in Jesus' name.
Amen and amen.
- kc
