Sunday, September 10, 2006
this weekend was Making Marriage Work seminar in church. 2 more weeks before it is completed.
my goodness, altho im single, it really teaches me a lot. it could probably be applied to friendship. one phrase really struck me the hardest. "You don't have to love me before I shower my love on you"
tt is really true. even for friends. anger was also something Ps Kong dealt with.
ystd i had the opportunity to be a listening ear to my cell member. i will omit the details cos i respect his privacy. but i now see the light behind his behavior. altho many ppl have a bad impression of him, now i noe and i understand. i can relate to his situation. thank you Lord for giving me wisdom in my speech and actions. ystd after service we sang this song.
it says,
I love you
I love you
I love you (x3)
And my heart will follow wholly after You
i was really teary when i sang it. ok fine the whole church was also teary. chat til 1am ystd abt a myriad of stuff. but 1 thing was that so often we take Jesus' blood for granted. we may noe wat He did on the cross and all, but most of the time we just live our lives so unaccepting to God. now there's this email titled "The Room" circulating ard. sometimes stories really touch our hearts, but usually it spurs us on for a moment or two. and den our fire for God dies down. its so easy to say I Am A Christian. but it is the exact opposite when it comes to living a life called by God.
dun worry im not suffering from any depression. im just feeling His love again. i feel i have been ungrateful for certain things. i believe we shd ask for forgiveness every day. just like the Lord's Prayer. and every day we shd at least spend a few minutes thanking Him. from the most minute(tiny) things to the greatest and most obvious things in life.
i have to go study now. my aunty's arriving from New Zealand later at night. gona go fetch her. can't wait. so i gotta go finish up my revision for the day before going to the airport.
thank you for your time and attention.
this is Kai Chin signing off.
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- kc